Why do we hope and pray
for things that we know
that wil never be answerd
i use to pray all the time
and hope that one day
my mother would stop using her drugs
and stop breaking her promises to me
but that day has never came yet
i now realize that there is nothing i can do
so i just gave up on her and on myself
all i do now is
smoke or drink
all my prob's and anger away
the same way she did and
i know it the right thing to do
but what else can i do.
