I had a home
a life before
a roof to hide me away from heel
a safe place to dwell
i lost my home
my life and more
no place to go
no where to know
i lost my mind
or maybe gained one
then lost, i bit, i screamed,
i tore, id laugh and bleed
i lost my family
maybe it was never real
but i have memories,
scars i can never heal
i lost my life
for a period of time
from which i cant remember
no summer, no rain, no snowy december
though still i have no sanity
i slowly gained things back
a new house, and then another
a new family, an almost brother
my old life has disapeared
one thing that changed for good
was the laughter of the little girl
who bled all over her small world
my mind i will not miss
ive found the place i belong
a place i might remember, a place ill always know
finally, im home
(back when i wrote this, i thought i was finallt where i belonged. but i didnt know that happiness wuild leave that quickly, now i remember why i spent all those years hiding from it.)
