Torn

Tears fill my eyes
Every time I see you
Words come out wrong
Every time I speak to you
Falling through a dream
Thats broken down with demons
Tearing at the edge of fear
Wishing me to fall apart
Wishing you to break my heart
Breaking down
From the inside out
Treason of the soul
Beaten to a pulp
Torn between right and wrong
As every thought I ever have
Is taken over by ones of you
I'm falling, falling, falling for you
Crashing down into a world
Filled with dreams of you
And nightmares made of knowing
That I will never be with you
You told me no when I asked of you
And now setting empty bruised
Out of breath and cold
With this razor in my hand
May comfort find me easily
As I trace my veins
With what always tells me yes....