Why do I have to be the one to choose?
Between the ones I'm bruised
Why is it that they say they love me?
When they are always weedy
Why is God giving me hope?
When I can't even cope
Why couldn't I trust either?
Maybe because I'm so bitter
Why have I been hurt?
By the ones who comfort
Why do I wish to die?
When I can't even say bye
Why does none understand my feelings?
Maybe they think I'm testing
Why can't I let go of my aching?
Probably because no one there asking
Why do I keep fooling myself?
Maybe because it's easier to fool oneself
Why do I keep wishing?
When there's no one answering
Why do I keep on loving?
Could be because I'm lonely