I've lost myself completely,
My emotions are toying with me like I have no feelings.
My body is seeping, seeping in these tears I've cried.
I tell myself "give it time, for there will be healing."
But I can't just sit back and hope for the best.
I feel helpless, like no one can help me; not even I can.
The thought that circles my head is moving out west.
Maybe out there I will find help, like someones hand.
I sit here quietly thinking of everything I have.
I can't just dump it all and start new,
but right now, the only feeling I have is back-stabbed.
Maybe, just maybe I can throw away this bottle of glue.
Glue is what holds me together,
And the fact that he's always there for me.
My feelings are beginning to be like Missouris weather,
Wait five minutes, it will change.
