Tonight you're with my in my heart

I can still hear it, I close my eyes and am forced to see, the very last breath you left with me.

The most pain I have ever felt, the biggest gasp I've ever heard, I'll never forget the way you struggled to speak your very last word.

Beyond all the memories, you're pieces in a glass, how can 19 years together go by so very fast?

You held me my first minutes of life, and I held you the last minutes of yours, this agony I can't express, bleeds me from my core.

I said all that I could possibly think to say, but there is really never enough, and there is never an easy way.

I can write a thousand words, and say exactly how I feel, but the truth of you not being here to me is still not real.

It's something I cannot fathom, you're in an unattainable place, so tonight you're with me in my heart, and I'll dream about your face.

Nothing can ever replace you, or the bond that we had, and even death it's evil self can't stop you from being my dad.