In my life i got screwed
is it true?
or just another bad excuse
everyday i ask myself why me?
why can i be how i want to be
this disease got me countin my days
this is important listen to what i have to say
everyday is like a bad meltdown
i used to be so fun to be around
now all i do is frown
i can't tell anyone how i feel
they say it's not real its in my head
but my invisible wounds will never heal
being happy went away along time ago
but sense i got knocked up
my true feelings never show
i put on a fake smile
I'm cool to be around but just for awhile
i want my life to be how i want to live
than i would never be sad again
these mixed emotions got my head spinning
I'm sick of always losing.
