Without me {-please-}

Tonight is the night
im letting myself free
months iv been waiting
to make my fantasy

night after night
im awake letting tears pour
letting myself harm
my two wrists are sore

they bruised and all cut up
i go deeper everytime
oneday ill black out
i know ill cross the line

i want to run away
but im to old for that
i want my life ended
to be beat up with a bat

i dont care how its done
i hate my life even more
each day it gets worse
my life is broken and tore

theres nothing life can bring
but more pain creeping in
what happiness is there for me
but for me to go out and sin

you know how i feel
but you just ignore
you dont want to help
you dont want another chore

everyone is sick and tired
of me pulling my fake smile
so ill run away from life
and be happy for a while

being around you makes me sad
i hate hearing you name
of how im the problem here
and im everything to blame

so ill leave you all alone
and you can all be
my place can be filled
youll be happier without me