Twisted tides demolise lives

Pain, loss and tears
All alone i was til you came around
I was lost, out of control
You were just trying to calm me
Be the one to care
Forgetting of our past, you put it all aside
But things couldn't stay simple
It's never that way.

The tides twisted we got ourselves thrown in too deep
Over our heads in something we caused
Was noway out couldn't run from it
It was real and both of us knew it
Couldn't turn back the clock to before that night
That would change us forever
Keeping things a secret until we worked out what to do.

Clash after clash both didn't want the same thing
I was sick, the baby was unlikely to survive
You wanted to see if i got better
If it could survive
The pills dragged me further down
I needed a career needed to move on
For so much damage could be done if people found out
I knew i couldn't do it

Then found myself beginning to accept becoming a mum
I knew it had to stop there
Either way things would never be the same
Could it really get better
Would the suffering go if we kept going
Wanted as to see eye to eye
Eventually you did
Agreed to give up now
Would be better for all
So that was that decision had been reached.

When it happened wished you were there
You were working
And i had your girlfriend there
Now it's over
Yet both of us suffer more
You can hardly look at me
Wish we could share our pain
In our hearts and minds
Things will never be the same
It's something you and i experienced
Now i need you and i think you need me
Maybe more than ever
Tears together better than tears alone
If only you'd talk to me
Let me help you
Reach out to me I'll reach out to you
We will be okay.