I'll always wonder..

All I have left is to miss you,
I forgave you for everything so long ago,
And even if I'll never see you again,
There's a few things I want you to know:
I'll always cry if I see you,
And I'll always be angry when I hear your name,
And I'll always tell them I hate you,
But I'll never grant you the blame.
And I'll always think that I know you,
But somehow I know that I don't really see,
And I'll shy away from the answers,
cause the truth might be simply too painful for me.

Sometimes I pretend you're a drug,
And I'm proud for each moment that
I spend without you,
But there's never a day,
When your not on my mind,
And that's what I wanted to tell you.
I'll always fear who you are,
And I'll always miss what we had,
I'll always tell them, I don't really care,
But I'll always need you so bad.

There are questions I guess,
I'll always wonder,
There are things that I guess,
Will always burn,
There are humans that just,
Can't replace each other,
There are highways that just,
Will never turn.
And I'll always cry when I see you,
Each day forgiving you, hating you so,
And I'll shy away from the answers,
You're the one thing I guess,
I'll never let go.

Yours
Sember Ardens Obsession