It's Not Your Fault

I want to do something to ease this pain
Even though i promised id never do it again
U have hurt me so bad even thought its not your fault
I wish this pain would come to a stop,come to an end, come to a halt

But i just can't help myself so i reach for the blade
As i press it across my wrist i look at the long deep cut i have made
It starts to bleed,all this blood is coming out
Like water coming from a water spout

I am feeling a little tired i need 2 lie down
As i lay i think, should i yell &scream,cry and cry, or should i just skip town
I fall asleep hoping i won't wake up from this sweet dream
I'm so glad I'm asleep instead of darkness the light is gleam

But i do wake up and i look down on my sheet
I see all the blood,it makes me feel better but this pain i still cannot beat

So now i am all bloody and i need 2 wash it off
As i get up i hear my dad cough
I have to get cleaned up he'd kill me if he knew
But remember its not your fault, i swear it isn't you

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