Erased

What do I do now that I can see
how wrong everything has come out to be
what do I do to change it all
is there anything to do to break my fall?

How do I make it easier to handle this situation I'm in
Do I even deserve that consolation?
what do i do to fix my terrible lies
how do I release myself from my dangerous ties?

Is it even a possible task?
will anyone answer the many questions I ask?
what do I deserve in this world of twisted fate
In my world of confusion, anger and overwhelming hate

Is help something extended to people like me
the ones who lie and cheat and fall to the sea
those who drown themselves in hope of life
the ones who cut themselves with the holy knife

Is help appropriate for those who tear themselves apart
the ones that are cold without a heart
is it right for me to be relieved
when all the others have been deceived

Questions themselves seem bad for me to ask
I deserve no answers, no prize for my task
silence completes those who die
just shut me up with one last sigh

I'll fix it myself with one last word
one that to you would seem absurd
one that sums it all up in one small case
and that word is: Erased