Missed My Chance

I was waiting for the perfect time,
A moment when it was only you and I,
But when that moment was finally mine,
I didn't say a thing, too shy.

I thought you would laugh at me,
Thought you wouldn't care,
Thought you'd walk away, freaked out,
Thought you'd just leave me standing there.

I was stupid to have not told you,
When the opportunity arose,
Just looking at you in front of me,
I got too scared, I froze.

You knew there was something on my mind,
You said to tell you what was wrong,
But I guess I can keep it for a little longer,
Because I guess I have kept it for this long.

You said I could trust you,
Told me you'd always be there as we danced,
That would have been another perfect moment,
But, yet again I missed my chance.

There's always another time,
But I can't do it, that's what I hate,
Now I don't think I can ever tell you,
As to tell you now would be too late.

So when you pull me close and say you love me,
Drunk, with a smile you can't hide,
Just think of how much this will hurt me,
Because I love you too, deep inside.