I just dont know anymore

by Bleed-Like-Me   May 20, 2004


What did i do?
What have i done?
Why do you hate
Me, the last one

Anger is around
You always seem to be mad
Im sorry im a disappointment
Its just how I am

I know i am not perfect
But this I cannot understand
Why is it your always mad
When I try to be glad

I know your loving, caring, and sweet
But life is so dark, sad, and deep

December was terrible
Tragic as sin
But Im trying to be a good person
To be happy again

Its hard when I try
And you get upset
I dont know what i do
I just try to accept

I didnt mean to set you off
But now your always mad
If i could only do something
And make it good again
Belive me i would take that chance
And try to overcome
This nightmare that is happening
It must be hard in parenthood

Sometimes its like
You gave up awhile ago
And u think i will become someone that you always seem to know

Its just like you stopped trying after my sisters
And then i was a pain
So its me to blame

Im sorry i didnt think
When i started to act
Im just not all that perfect
At night i pray
I pray for you to love me again
I pray for you to be my friend
I pray so that you will forgive
And that you will think im a good kid

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