Everything that could of happened,
Has happened,
I'm 16...
Young, free, single.
Meant to be having the best years of my life...
Yet i get
Grief, loss, disappointment, abandonment.
Ive done nothing bad...
Ive been a good person...
I never killed anyone...
Yet nothing seems to go right...
Everyday i wish i could start again,
New life, new job, school, family...
I wish..
I wish i could control everything..
I wish i never was born into this world,
The pain i feel anger and regret..
I'm helpless..
The tears Ive cried you could make a lake...
and i would drawn in it..
I wish someone would understand me..
help me...
I ask you now.
Why me,
Why not that person that cheats, steals, lies?
why me?
