As we start to wander

Saddness, as we drift
I'm at a lose for words
I know I deserve this
But somehow it still hurts
Drifting farther and farther away
Now we don't have anything to say
And the guilt is still there inside of me
Taking up space and hiding me
I need some air
I need to breathe
I feel a hole, because you fell in too deep
I know he's there, but I can't reach him
And though I care, I don't really miss him
Your heart is missing
It's all my fault
I shouldv'e been there for you
When you started to fall
I took your everything
I stole your world
An you still can't piece it back together
Because you still stumble
Over every word
I know your here
But you shouldn't be
He says he cares
But is it worth the suffering
As we drift, I choke some more
I shouldn't have said goodbye
You try, not to hurt
But it's all my fault
Because we're drifting out even farther now