I feel the storm coming
The anger rising
The air in my lungs turns to cement
A pain shoots through my heart
Your cold hands grab my face
Inside I scream
I look away, as I wipe the tears
"What's the matter?"
"All I want is for you to leave me alone."
My heart beat slows
I cant breathe
I cant breathe
I
cant
breathe
I'm finally gonna die
My tears can't hurt you
I'm not even allowed to cry
But your tears fall
And it's my fault
Five minutes
All I asked for
I was sick like you
Now I'm just sick in the head
But it only matters when your sick
You don't care that my lungs have caved in
And my suppers in my throat
You scare me
Do you care at all?
How much you scare me?
I'm afraid of you
I quiver at your feet
You turn my blood into icebergs
And all I wanna do is leave
But I can't get out
And I can't get through to you
You lock away my outside
You erase all my thoughts
I can't stand you
Or your episodes
I feel like I'm already dying
Cuz you won't listen to me
I really can't breathe anymore
I really can't stand being indoors
I always knew it would come to this
I saw the signs
I held in the tears
But they fell anyway because I felt so scared
How many scars will I leave tonight?
How many rivers will I fill as I cry?
I can't live without breathing
You think that's fine
You've been waiting all your pitiful life
Maybe someday when I'm gone
You can finally be happy
