Living a life you cant beat
Tones of turns and dead ends
You want to talk but theres no one there to listen
Your stuck in the past reliving it everyday
You need a break
This little knife is the only thing you have control of
You now have invisable tears
You cry every day
Your dieing on the inside
You can see people but they cant see you
Your invisable
You become your only friend
Everything you once knew is gone
You just want to go back to what u knew
Trying so hard
But yet so dead
You feel different
You feel like u just want somehelp to get to were u been
Missing people from the past
Nothing seems to last
Crying late at night
All alone talking to this little knife
No words can discribe how brokined up you feel
Smiling and going alone
I cant understand how in the pictures i look so happy
Almost like i still have life left to me
When i look at the pictures i just want to cry
Because i want to be that person that looks so happy
Im just so hurt and so confussed
( im ritting this cuz im on vacation and i feel like doing something rely bad cuz i dont want to be here)