I'm missing you so much, you can hardly imagine
how much I am...
I know that to you I was probably never someone special and if I was you sure had a strange way of showing it...
I miss talking to you and all our little dumb arguments we used to have...but what else can I do now..
I have no idea why you chose to react to my answer the way you did..
I thought you would understand...
I actually thought you cared for me honestly and truly...well at least just a little bit..or so I thought..
and that it wouldn't matter what ever my answer would turn out to be....
But I was wrong...
you made me feel so bad...
like if I was just any other chick you wanted to be with..
But hey as much as it might hurt me...
That's all I probably was...
But oh well what is done is done
and as much as I want to go back to you
and talk to you....
I know I have to be much stronger than that..
As much as you care for a person you can not be putting yourself in the same position over and over again..
No more tears for you anymore..
Now only all the good as well as the bad memories!!
Well I guess all is said and now nothing more I have to say..except...this...
Good-bye my stranger best friend!!
