Save Me!

What do you when you're crashing
helplessly drowning and splashing
gasping for breath
but wishing for death
i shouldn't feel this way
my thoughts always sway
from suicide to glad
from that back to sad
help me please
i'm begging on my knees
i need some help
please save me from this hell
i call out again
this fight i wanna win
oh please don't let me die
don't listen to my lie
when i say i'm just fine
listen to the underlying whine
i wanna be saved
rescue me i'm just not brave
save me from this prison
before i make the wrong decision
i can't trust myself
my best friend well hidden on my shelf
No! Don't let me!
i know it won't set me free
but God it feels so good
i knew i would
i don't need to
but what else do i do?
no one's here
and i'm so near
to breaking down
should'a let me drown
you saved me once
now you just look at me and wince
you really should'a let me die
listened to my lie
i was okay
i was gonna go away
STOP! don't let me think like this!
but God i love this razor blade's kiss
the way it stings
the way i fly on its wings
don't you see me?!
look at this! see?!
you're letting me die!
don't just sit there and cry!
don't just...stare!
don't...just...sit...there!
SAVE ME!
PLEASE!
SAVE ME!