Wow. This is really good...sad and sounds too serious for me to be comfortable leaving you alone in a room...but still :P. I used to cut, a lot, and I have an idea how you feel, of course I don't know...but still--you can always talk to me if you need to.
Watch out for spelling! But, this is filled with a lot of feeling..good job.

Rock on!

Toni

I love your writing and the way you express your feelings. =]