Confusing boys!

Here we go again
my friends told me to get over him

i cant, it's way harder then that

so i sit here with a tear drop of regret in my eye
a drop which holds a terrible lie

if i told you this lie i'd probably die
not of punishment but of humiliation
i was told not to do the thing in which this held in store for me and now im stuck with remembering this terrible smuck

how can he keep hold of me?
like a prisoner away from captivity

i can't stop this sort of depression im stuck and i can get through the emission

he isn't into me anymore so what am i waiting for

im young and should be having fun not drooling over this boy who is leaning over my shoulder
keep going ashley, keep going
that's what i tell myself so i don't have to stay in his hell
he's so confusing i hate it, correction i hate him!
how can he minipulate me into thinking that this was all just some big fantsy
well you know what it's not i am in control now and i've really just figured that out!
ok babe you wanna play the game fine lets' play sharades.