This is really good, it's really sweet, and it's heartfelt. You can tell you really mean it...it's very good. The only thing I would say is spelling...but with the tone of the poem, it may be better to leave it as it is.
This poem makes me want to hug you :P so...*hugs*
To answer your question--things either get better, or you get used to feeling them, and in a sense heal. I think I know how you feel in this poem...stay strong I guess, I think you'll be okay...I'm always here to talk if you want to...
And drugs aren't going to help you, just to let you know...

Rock on!

Toni