Isolate and alone
Lost in a world of dreams and memories
Those memories I'd die for to relive
Back to a time when you didn't hate me
A time when we were still friends
A time when I could depend on you
And you were still there for me
Can't you see the sadness in my eyes?
Do you not find the tears in my heart?
Without you i feel near empty
Will I ever be given a second chance?
Will you ever welcome me so generously back into your life?
Or am I destined to forever wait in the cold for you?
No matter what it takes I will wait
Until the day I die I will be waiting for the arrival of your forgiveness
For I long to feel complete again
I thrive to feel whole
Disgusted with myself again
I don't think you understand
You're the missing puzzle piece to my soul
Too disgusted to eat
Too full of hatered to fill myself with anything else
Maybe if I'm skin and bones you'll put away your petty feelings and decide to care
Or else I shall starve myself into an early grave
Though the idea of dying no longer frightens me
If I don't have you I have nothing to live for
So I welcome death with open arms and let it embrace me
And I wait for the gentle breeze to carry me away
Bring me into a new world
Where my dreams are no longer haunted with your face
A place where I am at peace and rest
A place where there is no pain aching deep beneath my chest
And here you'll love me
Here you will once again care
Your angry bitterness evaporates into the air
I long for this place because it will be my haven
A place where these sins have long been forgiven
Somewhere I don't thirst for your companionship
Somewhere love is true
Here in this world I no longer have to feel or say
I. Miss. You.
