This life of mine

by Maddyxxx   Mar 7, 2008


I wake, i eat, i sleep
consumed by pain
that i shouldn't feel
everyday more reminders of what i'm not
what i could be
and what i wont be

my heart is aching for the realness
i miss kisses and feeling what love is
i'm so done with the heartache and games
i tripped into the game of whats real and whats not
i am drowning in the sense of my addictions
constantly eating away at my mind,my brain,and my soul
my body weakens, my muscles ache, my spin about to break

another heart on my sleeve, and i know deep down its gonna bleed
it'll bleed what blood is left in me
and then, I'll be long gone, this time its real..

the fight between reality and fiction...
the voices i hear, my soul is faded, and my addictions i am left with..

i regret one thing, is not staying real to myself,and drowning in my addictions, no that i know what its done to me mentally.....

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  • 16 years ago

    by KJ

    WOW...very good write. Loved everything about. Especially the emotion of it. The voice was one that cannot be matched.

    "i am drowning in the sense of my addictions"
    ^^my fav line (after I read it, I went back and read it again)

    Overall, perfectly and beautifully written =)
    5/5

    xxPaSsIoNaTe kIsSeSxx

  • 16 years ago

    by shadow

    Hmm, wow. I dont know if this really going on right now, of if this is just another way for you to express past experiences, but either way, it upsets me you once had an addiction. It's tough to live with and sometimes it helps to tlk to a friend about it whenever the urge is there. I'm here for you. Im that friend.

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