New Beginings

I trusted you with my life
you told me you loved me
and got me to drop the knife

But then things must have made a change
Because it seemed like our love wasn't there
everything turned strange

I tried to save it because i care
But its hard to save something thats already gone
like it was never even there

I believed in it so much
Gave you everything
now my heart burns with your touch

I fell for your lies pretty hard
blinded by beautiful words
you played my like a winning card

Now I don't think I can love again
you really effected me
all I'm left with is this paper and pen

The pain I feel so deep
countless nights of tossing and turning
weeks without sleep

This was the effect you have on me
And I wish you didn't
this is not the person i want to be

but now I'm going to try to forget you
It'll probably be impossible
but its something I've got to try to do

you were my everything, my first love
you made my world
like a demon sent from above

But I guess every now and then a world much come crashing down
a new world left to be found