It was the pain you put me through
all of those hurtful years
and you act like nothings new
I'm too scared to cry these tears
you weren't there for me when i was down
never once told me you were proud.
all you knew was my frown
thought i was always too loud
I just wanted a dad to run to when i was hurt
just wanted to see you smile when i did good
a dad who wouldn't let people treat me like dirt
just to be the person you think i should
I'm scared you'll hate who i really am
I just wish you knew how much you mean to me
I love you, and always will
I wasn't a good relationship like i should be
when will you be ready to be my dad?
be proud of me, love me and quit being so mad
