I try

I try to stay strong
although i am sad
i try to smile
when i want to cry
i hide my sadness
as much as i can
but sometimes it comes out
i unexpectedly cry
and sometimes i cant stop
i feel alone in an empty world
although i try to get somewhere
it seams i never move
i have friends but i still feel alone
i keep thinking that they will leave
because i know I'm not good enough
i try to fake a smile
and try to hide my tears
until no ones around to see me
I'm a lost lonely girl
who needs some hope
and some self esteem
i want to be told that i am loved
and that everything will be ok
i just need something that will stay
even when I'm sad
i don't want to be yelled at
because i am sad
or because i cry
i am who i am and nothing else
I'm sorry Lord
for everything
i swear one day
ill be good enough
and that i will be loved
one day the tears may stop
one day the pain may cure
i know I'm sad
but its because of the past
that scared me really bad
just give me time
i can be happy
it might take awhile
but if i keep being pushed down
i know ill never make it
just stay with me
help me alittle
i know I'm sad
but at least
i try...