I want to

I want to break free from his grip!! I want to run && run && forget it all!! I want to spread my wings && be me. I one day want to do as a I please!! I want to be happy on the out && inside without having hate/anger eat at me!! I want all of his mean words to disappear!! I wish for the day were I no longer have to have a double life!! I want to be Happy!! I wont his judgment day to come!! I want to break out of this jail that closes in on me day by day!! I want to be normal!! I want to be a lot of things && I want a lot of things that will NOT all come TRUE!!