Whatever

It's all so hard,
To live this life,
Sitting in a corner,
Just me and my knife.

It'll ease my pain,
Temporarily only,
But it'll help me now,
Feeling oh so lonely.

This isn't what I wanted,
She's the one I needed,
But changed she is,
Ignored I'm treated.

You're not who you were,
And to me that kills,
To see you differently,
But in love with you still.

I know who you are,
Deep down inside,
Thats the girl I want,
Behind all her pride.

I will not wait,
For her to come out,
It'll only lead to pain,
And death just about.