I lay awake at night
motionless
until the pain becomes to much
and then i start to cry
"i wish i was good enough"
that thought played on repeat
over an over again
the cries turned into screams
the pain turned into tourcher
if i could have changed...
if i could have changed everything
about myself
would he have stayed?
would he still love me?
i want to know whats wrong with me
why am i not good enough?
whats wrong with being who i am
all i ever wanted was to be loved
but thats imposable if I'm not good enough
i lay awake at night
with the same thought on repeat
the cries and screams
the pain and tourcher
still are within the walls
of this empty little room I'm in
will i ever be good enough??
just for someone??
i need to know
will i...
ever be...
loved??
i want it more then anything
I'm tired of sleepless nights
and my pain that keeps me screaming
my parents look down on me
i wasn't what they wanted
my friends don't like that i am different
so is it even possible...
to be good enough and loved??
when people only look down on u
and make all the pain worse...
