Never Thought It Would Hurt This Much

March 7, 2008
...This dreaded day I hate so much
I wish it never came
I can no longer feel your touch

My world has turned gray
Your gone
&& Nothing could have made you stay

You walked away with a simple "Be Happy"
Why cant you see?
This world will never be the same for me

I knew it was coming..it was so obvious
I just didn't want it too
The thought of life without you I thought was oblivious

This pain so vile, so deep
Hurts so much
I cant sleep

I let you too far in
Only for you to break me inside from out
There should have been a warning
This cant be what Love is about?!?!

I'm in so much pain
Replaying "Ill never hurt you" in my head
Your lies driving me insane

Your right! Tomorrow is another day
Life goes on..
But for me, just not the same way

Ill be forced to walk with a broken heart
Hidden behind a smile
While on the inside I fall apart

But tonight as I rest my tired eyes
Ill scratch at my chest
Praying the pain will disappear...

Blocking out our last fight that ended it all
Staring at your picture,
As a tear slowly falls...