I know you wore me out
So proudly
You push me to the edge
Saying you can't stand me
Just so your love is stronger
And you and him last that much longer
I knew the high feeling wouldn't last
I knew when I told you my side
You wouldn't laugh
It's like I'll never be all the things you want
And I'll never be free because
Getting out comes at a cost
You break me just to see my tears
You tell me I can leave
But you still want me here
You use me as your punching bag
Because everything's always wrong with me
So tonight the tears crash
Until water is all I can see
Somebody please save me from this place
I don't know how long I'll last, this time
Her fist is clenched again
In five seconds she'll be screaming in my face
I wish I could say this is the end
Cuz I abut dying
You have no idea
And I know you don't even care
For a mother and a father
You never cradled me close
You just told me I didn't matter
I know you enjoy
Watching me fall deeper and deeper
And seeing my veins leak
As I get weaker and weaker
Someday I hope I am free
Before I collapse and all that is left is debris
Your'e still killing me
And you do it just to see my fear