It has been a year

It has been a year has past since i saw her face and was still in love with you...

since that first kiss that took my breath away...

since i wanted to tell you I love you....

since i had a flashback of our first kiss....

it has been a year since i was able to hold your hand....

it has since i was able to put my hands on your waist and dance to a slow song....

but it has also been a year since i cried over you...

it has also been a year since i told my best friend and brother that you broke my heart....

i still cry over you.....

when i look at your picture....

when i hear a certain Dave Matthews band song....

when...when i talk about you....

even now i am starting to cry....

even now as I look at your picture i am starting to cry...

now i am with someone and i know she knows nothing about you...

but I'm scared....

I'm scared to break her heart as you did mine....

I'm scared to just out of the blue tell her i want to break up as you did me....

I'm scared to bring her to that low point that you brought me in to and cause her to be used by someone else as you did me.....

it has been a year since that first kiss that took my breath away...

it has been a year....