I feel like crying.
but i cant, i wont let myself.
I'm sick of your lying.
i scream, i open my mouth and no sound follows.
i cant control this anger anymore.
the tears start to roll down my face.
your my dad.
and you know that whatever you do to me, however you hurt me, I'll still come back.
you say your coming to watch me play, you see the excitement in my face.
knowing your not really going.
I'm so stupid for believing that your gonna change.
i miss you
i miss the days when i was your little girl, and you cared.
i keep hoping that we will go back to those days.
i hate myself for believing this.
i know your not going to change.
those drugs are just more important.
so i just try to enjoy the time we get together
the smiles you see on my face are all lies
i guess we have more I'm common than our eyes...
