Help

Why won't some one help me?
Some one help me please?
Nothing is as it used to be
Nothing was as it seemed

I tried to tell you
But I couldn't say it right
You never understood
As you walked out of sight

I cry myself to sleep each night
Thinking, what went wrong?
I was never able to do this
Never on my own

I put up with this everyday
As I put my feelings all away
I try so hard
And pretend to be real
But inside this is not what I feel