To say

Looking at you
beginning of the day
not knowing maybe you knew
that I was eager to say

you look back at me
I rush to look away
for you it was easy to see
I had something to say

all I can do is fantasize
about you and me together
but my dreams are just lies
it's like wishing for rain in the dessert

yeah sure this is embarrassing
but it's a way of getting words across
with these lies I'm still living
and all the trouble they could cause

crazy and, stupid
but true is that okay?
if only you knew- I had something to say.

March 12, 2008