You can give me a million kisses. a million hugs and a million i love yous. but you cant give me what i actually need.that is to be with someone right there for a long time. and until that time it will be to late.Because at that time i would be in a hospital bed on a IV with medication and people who support me around my bed hoping for the best saying i wish you well . Remember I'm always here for you. then once you here that in 1 hour we are pulling the plug you come at the last 3 minutes to my bed. We talk say how much that i cared for you helped you and loved you. You kiss me and hold me one last time leave the room with my eyes watching you and the Doctor pulling the plug then you get one more glimpse at me as i make with my hands a heart and i say in a slow voice. "i love you forever and always". and the sound that no one can bear.the sound of the last heartbeat and silence...
