Calls and Wishes

I call you everyday,
I call you at 4pm,
I call your home number,
but you never pick up.

Is it something I did,
Something I said?

I'm sad All the time,
I'm depressed constantly,
I wish I could talk to you,
I wish I could see you again.
God, I Wish just one more time.

But wishes don't come true for me,
My wounds wont heal,
My thoughts wont change.

In this world, god toys with me,
HE stops everything good in my life.

Has he stopped you too?