Trapped

These overwhelming emotions
You've placed inside my heart
Have pulled me back together
But have also torn me apart

You mean so much to me
Though this means nothing at all
You always help me up
Though you're the one who made me fall

You say it's whatever I want
But you tell me which one to choose
You claim you'd never hurt me
But I swear you left a bruise

I don't want to look at you
But I can't avoid your gaze
I said I didn't want to
But you made me anyways

I'll tell you that I'm sorry
But you yell and cuss and scream
You've really got me wondering
If I'm trapped in a bad dream