With her he is complete....

I hate it when that special person tells you that
forever you two will be happily together
that, no matter what, they won't let it fall apart
but then everything changes, like the weather

i hate it when they make those promises
you know are impossible for them to keep
but you want so badly to believe that they
will find a way and you get in way to deep

i hate the feeling you get when you know
things are going to end and it will be by you
you don't want to, you love them dearly
but your dad doesn't understand and forces you to

i hate it when they know the excruciating pain they
are putting you through, but continue to put you through this
you know deep inside they don't realize how bad it
hurts you but you also know you aren't someone they miss

i hate it when you realize you can live without them
but you know you will be miserable at best
there are only two things you find familiar now;
thinking of them and being depressed

i hate it when you ask them, searching desperately
for what you need to hear, "do you still love me?"
even when you know their answer is just a lie, for
that insignificant moment, the pain is at a lesser degree

i hate that moment, the one when your on the phone
with him and he asks you, with the voice you love, to wait,
he covers the phone thinking now you cant hear what the is about to say
he tells her "i love you and being with you feels like fate"

i hate that i was stupid enough to let you go
since you left, i feel like im going absolutely insane
and the scary part is lately I don't know if
I'm getting better or just used to the pain

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