I was so excited to go on this trip
When we were there you acted different
You acted nice
I wanted to talk to you
But i kept my distance
I knew it wouldnt last long
On the way home
He yelled at me
At the hotel i locked myself in the bathroom
But on the shower
And thought about ending my life
I didnt have anywere to go
I didnt have anyone to talk to
I just wanted to die
I shower ran for about and hour
I shut it off
I didnt want to go out of there
I heard foot steps getting louder
I picked up my phone and pretend i was talking
That phone saved my life
I took it to bed with me
And talked intell i feel asleep
The next day I didnt speak any words
I just pretended i was dead
