So many Choices But None Are Mine

These choices keep staring me right in the face
Threatening to change me and the path I take
Choose the wrong door and I'm left far behind
Answers forgotten because theyre too hard to find

Time keeps ticking as I sit undecided of my fate
Hoping there's something I can do to erase the hate
But as I move forward blinded from your little lies
Knowing all too well of the failure I am in your eyes

I can't help but feel hopeless of this future Im in
Falling back to my old ugly habits once again
Questions always around me until I drowning in them
Everywhere I turn, the ending just seems so grim

Who is to say that tommorow won't be the same
Nobody warned me that this life is just a stupid game
Everyday I feel I'm heading the wrong way
Not knowing what to expect the next damn day

So can you please tell me what you want from me?
Because I can't seem to figure what the hell you see
I move in one direction as you pull me back down
Pulling me into the same water that made you drown