Love?

I sat down to write you a love letter

it was going to talk about how

you make me feel like maybe i wont be alone

about how i didn't think there could be someone

so beautiful and sexy

someone who could awake all of the animal desire inside me

and make me crave their attention and presence like a drug

someone who makes me feel like i can take on the world and win

like anything is possible

someone so intelligent, so warm

someone who i could sit and talk to for the rest of my life

and feel that that life was spent living above its intended value

someone who could make me want to love the world

and try to make it a better place

not for the worlds sake,

but because i feel that this world doesn't deserve you

and i want to help it see that

because maybe then, if they could see,

maybe this messed up world would change

i wanted to try in my own feeble way

to write a letter to show you how much i love you

to try my best to find the words to convey the feelings

that i myself cant understand

but then i realized that would be pointless...

because i don't love you