If I knew it would change everything
I'd ride in that car with you
Because you're gone
We're not sure where you are
Or if you were ready to go
All we know is
The dreams we keep having are so hard to hold
Because it's so hard to sleep
It's even harder while we're awake
Nobody understands why it was you God had to take
I would have done my best to see you that night
If it would have changed just one thing
My life in the place of yours
I wouldn't mind if I had to go
Everything about me is so scattered
At least with you we were put together
Best friends forever, but forever ended that day
So terrible knowing it ended that tragic way
Feeling smothered I ran for cover
Nothing to turn to when all is numb,
So in doing the little things I can control
I use the only weapon I can grab hold of
I do my best to feel
Remind us all we need to carry on
Maybe we're scared to find out
Who we are, and how we handle all this doubt
If it would have meant anything at all,
As I know for sure it would have
I would have tried my best to be there,
To save you as you died
