Loyalty?

I wish i could be a good friend

i wish i could put myself aside

think of someone else

and use my abilities to make others happy

the problem, i think, is

i don't like myself

more so, i don't believe people are worth those selfless acts

people are not people

they are f*@king animals

living to sh!t and eat and f*@k each other

filling the void with useless trash

and i feel OK saying that

because i am the worst

i speak of values and higher callings

meanwhile i am the laziest most selfish one of all

there isn't a socially redeeming bone in my body

but at least i want there to be

how about you?