Hidden Truth

I'm tired
I'm exhausted
by the weight of this jealousy

I'm sick of hiding the truth
I'm fed-up with lying
and the emotions that grew

i kept my mouth shut
i kept my heart sealed
just so you wouldn't find out
how much i truly love you

i held my breath
when I'm on the line with you
held back my heart
as i stuttered for words
when i talk with you
thinking before acting

i just wish i could be
apart of your heart
as you are to mine
i wish i could say
how i feel for you
but I'm sure its too late

cause
he kisses you hello goodbye
he wraps his arms around
he rests in your heart
and i, no where to be found