Why am I so good in caring about people?
Specially people that always goes away
Once in a year
Losing twenty people
And I dont make new friends that easily
But if I care about them
Or love them
Then I really mean it
But when I say to them
I love you
They ran away and never see them again
It feels so lonely
But no one knows
How it feels
You can see to me
I hate you
But do you really mean it?
And you dont have to ran away
Without a reason for god sake
You can tell me
That I have to make fun of what I have now
But what I have Is what I dont want to lose
Dont you understand?
Or do I have to pick your brain out of the rubbish
Hmm that is not gonna help either
I think I will be here alone forever
And do this all on my own
But please tell me
Why am I so good in loving people that I properly never see again?
