Get out of my thought already!!!

Sometimes i find,
it imposible to get,
you out of my mind,

you were a part of my life for so long,
constantly i find myslef asking,
what did i do wrong?

conversations play over in my mind,
i want so hard to let go,
but my heart is still in a bind,

i should of seen it coming,
but i looked away from the problems,
and the farther apart we were becoming,

but all relationships come to an end,
i try to look at the good in it,
after all we're still friends,

....i still love you,
but when it comes down to it,
i really don't want to...

*he never gave me a reson why...and it still bothers me*