[Just some shit i put together, trying to organize my thoughts}
I find it a little funny
Maybe even a little suprising
Just about how I avoid love
I say it even now with my feelings rising
But I'm not going there
Not going to make generalizations
Its about meeting you online
Forum, website, in game, on some occassion
We can't even remember the exact place
If it were real life we normally should
I could see how we were getting closer
I just never actually thought we would
That we'd become to close
Using MSN and webcams to connect
Before I never felt this way towards you
Only now I've learned to accept
Perhaps before you coudlnt rise up
To my standards, unrealistic as they are
But some how you improved yourself to my liking
As selfish as it sounds- I think we can go far
I keep thinking about meeting up
Just hanging out randomly one day
Its not unrealistic or impossible
Though it would be hard not to stay
The thing that worries me the most
The thing that is quite irritable
Is the further we havent met, that w'ere apart
We will find new love so that ours can never start
Its kinda like that feeling I get at times
When I feel like you dont truly care
Not that youre a bad person, just that you have a life
Or maybe thats a feeling we mutually share
I also shouldnt blame you
About how you cant make up your mind
Because I am guilty of that aswell
One thing out of a hundred I try to hide
But you know what, even in the future
If this relationship never works in the end
We should hang out one day anyways
Because I already consider you a close friend
